it wasn’t until I picked up this soft, soft blue knit blanket and held it up to my face that I really saw him. my little fellow. when I hugged that blanket, I could feel him right there in my arms. I could see myself wrapping him up in this blanket and taking him home.
I don’t know how we got here so fast, me and him. he will be here soon – but I hope he takes his time. I want to savor every last moment of this.